but sometimes
it feels like you’re looking
for something to break

like even on the good days
there’s this moment
where everything turns

and I don’t always understand it

I just stand there
trying to hold on to us
while it slips

and then somehow
we find each other again

like we always do

and I love that part too
the way you come back
the way we come back

I just wish
we didn’t have to fall apart first

I’m not here for the fights
or the distance

I’m here for you
when it’s easy
and when it’s not

I just want more of the us
that doesn’t hurt